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Carrie Sawyer is born in Scotland in 1979 but moves to the U.S. after a life-shattering accident and her parents’ divorce in 1995.
Sadly, she only finds the same cocaine addiction and depression that killed her friend.
However, the ghost of Lin’s loss, and of Carrie’s own addiction and failure to realize her old artistic dreams all continue to haunt her.
Carrie fights on to build a fulfilling life, but it seems like there is no solution as the years draw on … except never giving up hope.
Jonathan Reese (born 1975) met Carrie in 2005 and married her the year after.
Jon grew up on the violent streets of L.A.’s worst neighborhoods with a distant father and a fragile brother he did everything to protect, even at the risk of his own life.
Then he went to war in Iraq in 2003, signing up to earn some money, and came back home to become an Arizona state trooper.
He is very aware that both he and Carrie are ‘damaged goods’ but he is determined to make it work.
The question is if this is one fight Jon can’t ever hope to win?
Emma is Carrie and Jon’s daughter. She is born in 2006.
Emma grows up to be a top grades girl who as a teen dreams of fighting for environmental and social justice.
She is determined not to repeat her mother’s or father’s mistakes.
In the mid-2020s she travels Europe with her boyfriend, Stephen, but must face the fact that perhaps it is not as easy she thought to have a relationship.
She finally strikes out on her own in the late 2020s in order to set a polarized, climate-changed, struggling world right, joining one humanitarian organization after another, but never really taking time off to help herself …
Michael (born 2008) is Carrie and Jon’s autistic son who’d rather be alone with his computer and his mathematical equations.
But Michael is a sensitive soul, who is very aware of what is going on around him. He just doesn’t know how to deal with it all.
Especially his first experience of falling in love, after the family has moved from one end of the country to the other.
The world is strange and scary and unpredictable and so he immerses himself in his own projects, but perhaps it will turn out that Michael is the only one who has seen some way forward that his family is unable to.
A light in the shade of the morning sun …
Deborah Sawyer (b. 1952) – Carrie’s American mother and disillusioned flower child. Deborah was the daughter of wealthy parents who took her to Paris on business trips in the 1960s when she got caught up in the May 1968 revolution, fell in love, rebelled and got disowned by them. Later she moved back to the US and had a brief affair with a young man who went off to fight in Vietnam.
Then she drifted and ended up in Scotland where she met Calum. They married, had Carrie, and later divorced as Calum’s drinking worsened.
Deborah moved back to her native Cleveland, almost penniless, struggling to make a good life for her daughter, Carrie.
Later she got involved with millionaire and Church Universal leader, Marcus Chen, much to the consternation of Carrie. But as Jon and Carrie struggled to raise their children, Deborah was always the first to help out …
Calum McDonnell (b. 1949) – Carrie’s Scottish father, ex-Highland Ranger, Falklands veteran, and recovered alcoholic. Calum grew up in a middle-class family in Inverness in the 1950s and originally wanted to be a farmer, before he joined the military and later the Highland Rangers.
He had a short, failed marriage which produced a son, Carrie’s half-brother, Tim. Then he met and married Deborah, Carrie’s mother, and went off soon after to fight in the Falklands War, which, despite hardships, was an experience he relished. However, a war wound in the knee disabled him and lost him his job and he began drinking.
It became a long slow journey back to life, and to make up with Carrie after they became estranged when she chose to go with her mother to America in the mid 1990s …
Adeline ‘Lin’ Alexandra Kouris – Carrie’s high school friend who wanted to be a famous author but ended up committing suicide.
Lin was the product of a rich but dysfunctional family but somehow she clicked well with Carrie and the two became inseparable, until Lin’s depression drove a wedge between them …
Marcus Chen – Deborah’s on-and-off boyfriend in the middle of life, later new husband, businessman and founder of the Church Universal quasi-religious movement and quite rich but never quite happy
Julia Jimenez – Carrie’s friend from her South American tour in 2000, she embarks on an epic road from poverty to a seat in the Bolivian senate in the late 2010s. A journey Carrie has mixed feelings about
Lars Anestad – Carrie’s high school friend and guitarist traveling the roads in search of the next gig, and maybe love …
Alan Lewis Stockdale – another high school friend, had big plans for a series of high fantasy novels and games but ended up gaming the stockmarket
Nadine Thompson – yet another high school friend, Alan’s ex
David Reese – Jon’s brother, struggling writer and foreign aid worker
Sheila – Calum’s new wife
Timothy McDonnell – Carrie’s stepbrother, died in 2003 in Afghanistan
Siné Munroe – Carrie’s ‘lost’ childhood friend from the Isle of Skye in Scotland
As more stories are added all of these characters, and more, will have their own sub-collections …